Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Oh how dandy.
I liked today. :]
My friend Zoe made me an "independent woman mix" last night as a little pickmeup present due to her understanding of my recent chain of unfortunate mishaps. I thought it was adorable xD
Lol, she demanded that I listen to it whenever I'm feeling lethargic. So far, so good :]
Sweet gestures make my day<3
But mhmmm. Even though I'm running on 3 hours of sleep, my day was pretty dandy ^^
I had so much to do but it was good that I kept busy. I needed to focus and get things done anyways. Slacking off isn't good and I've been doing a little too much of that lately.
OH OH, AMAZING NEWS.
Court scored some really good seats for the May 15th Epik High concert @SF for her, Lauren and me :D
We got Section 1, Row 3 tickets which is basically http://i41.tinypic.com/29dckgi.png <--this close. ;o 8D SO LEGIT. Tablo will be looking straight at us :O :O :O YESSS. I'm super duper excited! And we're planning on spending the night over at Lauren's after ^__^
Something closer: Hollywood Bowl '09! Two more weeks yo. I'm supersuperduperer excited for that. Er well, not the HB itself but moreso the hang out before. XD That's kind of sad actually. LOL. Anyways, it's on MAY 9TH so if you live in SoCal/will be in the LA area that day, come hang out with us :D I don't know who all is coming just yet but talk to me about it if you want to come :]
I...was going to write more but I'm tired now.
My brain simply doesn't want to work anymore. So I'm just going to stop here for my post for today. I'll continue tomorrow.
I'm happy though, things seem to be looking up :]
I shall sleep peacefully tonight.
KAY, I DO DA SLEEPING NAO. GNIGHT.<3
...I miss your smile.
My friend Zoe made me an "independent woman mix" last night as a little pickmeup present due to her understanding of my recent chain of unfortunate mishaps. I thought it was adorable xD
Lol, she demanded that I listen to it whenever I'm feeling lethargic. So far, so good :]
Sweet gestures make my day<3
But mhmmm. Even though I'm running on 3 hours of sleep, my day was pretty dandy ^^
I had so much to do but it was good that I kept busy. I needed to focus and get things done anyways. Slacking off isn't good and I've been doing a little too much of that lately.
OH OH, AMAZING NEWS.
Court scored some really good seats for the May 15th Epik High concert @SF for her, Lauren and me :D
We got Section 1, Row 3 tickets which is basically http://i41.tinypic.com/29dckgi.png <--this close. ;o 8D SO LEGIT. Tablo will be looking straight at us :O :O :O YESSS. I'm super duper excited! And we're planning on spending the night over at Lauren's after ^__^
Something closer: Hollywood Bowl '09! Two more weeks yo. I'm supersuperduperer excited for that. Er well, not the HB itself but moreso the hang out before. XD That's kind of sad actually. LOL. Anyways, it's on MAY 9TH so if you live in SoCal/will be in the LA area that day, come hang out with us :D I don't know who all is coming just yet but talk to me about it if you want to come :]
I...was going to write more but I'm tired now.
My brain simply doesn't want to work anymore. So I'm just going to stop here for my post for today. I'll continue tomorrow.
I'm happy though, things seem to be looking up :]
I shall sleep peacefully tonight.
KAY, I DO DA SLEEPING NAO. GNIGHT.<3
...I miss your smile.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Renewed beginnings.
Renewed beginnings.
It's been nearly 5 months since I've last written here. ;o So I've decided to revive my blog. Why? Because I need somewhere to vent, rant, spazz, say whatever I want without giving a damn...without having to bring my problems to people because I know it's really irritating having to listen to my problems ^^; And also because simply, I feel like it. d; Lol.
Okay, I've been stressed. Like, really really stressed. And it's bothering me. D:
And due to this stress, I’ve been going through a bipolar phase ._.'
So apparently when things don’t go the way I want them to, I get "butthurt". T_T
And this was pointed out to me recently, lol. I mean, I know I tend to overreact when I don't get my way but I didn't realize it was potentially my biggest flaw. But then again, I have heaps of flaws. Hah, would you like to hear a few? I'm the type of person who thinks too much. When I have time, my mind just goes WHOOSH. I'm a daydreamer, a thinker, an observer, an analyzer. I contemplate everything and every aspect of my life, no matter how small. I jump to conclusions way too fast but I don't state them without a reason. I'm not good at being direct and I'm extremely bothersome when I'm stressed.
So why am I stressed? Lol, good question.
Aside form the normal school assignments like tests, essays, and all that jazz, Junior year is starting to suck major monkeyass. Juniors, you should know what I mean. With SATs, APs, finals, and college apps on their way, I’m freaking out like a motherfoo. On top of that, there's the whole family-friends-school-and sports balancing act I'm trying to maintain. And life shizz. And oh, relationships all-around aren't too hot lately either. I'm fcked. FMLFMLFML. T_T
Anyways, so my moods have been amplified as well. Like, I can switch from being the happiest person in the world to the most sadistic and masochistic person ever. >< But I'm completely sure this is just a temporary phase. I just can't wait til school's over. Maybe then I'll be able to think straight. Lalalala. Oh wells, JUST ONE AND A HALF MONTHS TO GO. Then I'll be A-OK. :]
But it's not all suffering, I'm trying to find time to have fun somewhere in the process;
Haaaa, check out my calendar for the next month or so:
May 2 - SATs + Fine Arts @ Branson, then Adams hang out + preparations for Court's bday party
May 3 - Court's bday party
May 6 - Court's 16th.
May 8 - APUSH test T-T
May 9 - SoCal hangout + Hollywood Bowl :D
May 10 - Mother's day in Oroville? ._.
May 13 - AP English Lit. test T-T
May 15 - Epic High concert in SF :D
May 16 - MCAL Trials for track -_-
June 5 - Last day of classes!...which means major finals studying.
June 6 - SAT II + Linda's wedding *-*
June 8 - 11 - FINALS.
June 12 - Graduation
And that's only the preplanned and finalized-to-date stuff. That's not even taking into consideration my week by week/day by day assignments and whatnot.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I have the Adams reunion, Court's party, SoCal hangout + HB, and Epik High concert to look forward to ^__^
So yeah, that's all for the revival of my blog for today. IF YOU'RE MY FRIEND AND YOU'R READING THIS AND YOU HAVE A BLOGSPOT TOO, LET'S FOLLOW EACH OTHER :D
...I feel lonely ._.' xD
AND AND AND, cute songs make me smile. ^^ Like this one!
She's amazing, isn't she?
Nessa Rica - Muffin Man (Original) :3
I mean, do you mind turning the heat down low
is where we do our thing, a little more than a fling
some kind of romance we're entangled in
I think I'm stuck in a sticky situation
How bout you, be my muffin man?
...I'm on the line of giving up or never letting go.
It's been nearly 5 months since I've last written here. ;o So I've decided to revive my blog. Why? Because I need somewhere to vent, rant, spazz, say whatever I want without giving a damn...without having to bring my problems to people because I know it's really irritating having to listen to my problems ^^; And also because simply, I feel like it. d; Lol.
Okay, I've been stressed. Like, really really stressed. And it's bothering me. D:
And due to this stress, I’ve been going through a bipolar phase ._.'
So apparently when things don’t go the way I want them to, I get "butthurt". T_T
And this was pointed out to me recently, lol. I mean, I know I tend to overreact when I don't get my way but I didn't realize it was potentially my biggest flaw. But then again, I have heaps of flaws. Hah, would you like to hear a few? I'm the type of person who thinks too much. When I have time, my mind just goes WHOOSH. I'm a daydreamer, a thinker, an observer, an analyzer. I contemplate everything and every aspect of my life, no matter how small. I jump to conclusions way too fast but I don't state them without a reason. I'm not good at being direct and I'm extremely bothersome when I'm stressed.
So why am I stressed? Lol, good question.
Aside form the normal school assignments like tests, essays, and all that jazz, Junior year is starting to suck major monkeyass. Juniors, you should know what I mean. With SATs, APs, finals, and college apps on their way, I’m freaking out like a motherfoo. On top of that, there's the whole family-friends-school-and sports balancing act I'm trying to maintain. And life shizz. And oh, relationships all-around aren't too hot lately either. I'm fcked. FMLFMLFML. T_T
Anyways, so my moods have been amplified as well. Like, I can switch from being the happiest person in the world to the most sadistic and masochistic person ever. >< But I'm completely sure this is just a temporary phase. I just can't wait til school's over. Maybe then I'll be able to think straight. Lalalala. Oh wells, JUST ONE AND A HALF MONTHS TO GO. Then I'll be A-OK. :]
But it's not all suffering, I'm trying to find time to have fun somewhere in the process;
Haaaa, check out my calendar for the next month or so:
May 2 - SATs + Fine Arts @ Branson, then Adams hang out + preparations for Court's bday party
May 3 - Court's bday party
May 6 - Court's 16th.
May 8 - APUSH test T-T
May 9 - SoCal hangout + Hollywood Bowl :D
May 10 - Mother's day in Oroville? ._.
May 13 - AP English Lit. test T-T
May 15 - Epic High concert in SF :D
May 16 - MCAL Trials for track -_-
June 5 - Last day of classes!...which means major finals studying.
June 6 - SAT II + Linda's wedding *-*
June 8 - 11 - FINALS.
June 12 - Graduation
And that's only the preplanned and finalized-to-date stuff. That's not even taking into consideration my week by week/day by day assignments and whatnot.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I have the Adams reunion, Court's party, SoCal hangout + HB, and Epik High concert to look forward to ^__^
So yeah, that's all for the revival of my blog for today. IF YOU'RE MY FRIEND AND YOU'R READING THIS AND YOU HAVE A BLOGSPOT TOO, LET'S FOLLOW EACH OTHER :D
...I feel lonely ._.' xD
AND AND AND, cute songs make me smile. ^^ Like this one!
She's amazing, isn't she?
Nessa Rica - Muffin Man (Original) :3
I mean, do you mind turning the heat down low
is where we do our thing, a little more than a fling
some kind of romance we're entangled in
I think I'm stuck in a sticky situation
How bout you, be my muffin man?
...I'm on the line of giving up or never letting go.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
When I was making my Christmas list, I thought of so many things that I wanted...but they were unattainable and something you couldn't exactly "buy" for me.
SO, the materialistic side of me came up with this list.
I hope this makes your life a bit more easier when you go shopping for my special present (x
- a cute winter jackets/hoodies
- fob clothes/clothes imported from Asia (bows are cute!)
- COOL SOCKS 8D xD
- iPod (green nano or the original fat white one :3)
- Nintendo DS (white)
- HQ digi cam (sleek and thin)
- grey circle colored lenses
- mufflers/scarves
- lock & key necklaces <--I want this, BADLY.
- DBSK 2009 Korean Calendar 8D
- Skullcandy headphones (chrom-blu or blk-slvr)
- Domo or Hello Kitty bag or shirt
- Pocky bag
- $$$/giftcards
BASICALLY, if it's cute, I'll love it. ESPECIALLY if it has a bow ;3
But Santa, I love sentimental gifts more than anything so surprise me with something sweet (:
I know this sounds so cliche but it's true, It's the thought that counts!
With love,
Sammy Sunshine (:
When I was making my Christmas list, I thought of so many things that I wanted...but they were unattainable and something you couldn't exactly "buy" for me.
SO, the materialistic side of me came up with this list.
I hope this makes your life a bit more easier when you go shopping for my special present (x
- a cute winter jackets/hoodies
- fob clothes/clothes imported from Asia (bows are cute!)
- COOL SOCKS 8D xD
- iPod (green nano or the original fat white one :3)
- Nintendo DS (white)
- HQ digi cam (sleek and thin)
- grey circle colored lenses
- mufflers/scarves
- lock & key necklaces <--I want this, BADLY.
- DBSK 2009 Korean Calendar 8D
- Skullcandy headphones (chrom-blu or blk-slvr)
- Domo or Hello Kitty bag or shirt
- Pocky bag
- $$$/giftcards
BASICALLY, if it's cute, I'll love it. ESPECIALLY if it has a bow ;3
But Santa, I love sentimental gifts more than anything so surprise me with something sweet (:
I know this sounds so cliche but it's true, It's the thought that counts!
With love,
Sammy Sunshine (:
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Like ice.
I love the winter, but I've come to realize: it has a numbing effect.
A part of me tells me not to care but another apart of me can't bare not to.
I have too much on my mind. Save me? :/
On a lighter note, WHO WANTS TO GO TO JAPANTOWN? ^^
Notice I didn't say when. Why? Because we're horrible planners xD
It's gonna be chill, just a hangout type of thing and helloooo~ you get to hang out with me for a day! That should be enough incentive to go xD
Call me up if you want to come, the more the merrier! :D
*christmas list up soon (;
---
Currently addicted to: Owl City - Rainbow Veins
High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone
Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align
We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday, away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone
---
I want to run away, will you come with me?
A part of me tells me not to care but another apart of me can't bare not to.
I have too much on my mind. Save me? :/
On a lighter note, WHO WANTS TO GO TO JAPANTOWN? ^^
Notice I didn't say when. Why? Because we're horrible planners xD
It's gonna be chill, just a hangout type of thing and helloooo~ you get to hang out with me for a day! That should be enough incentive to go xD
Call me up if you want to come, the more the merrier! :D
*christmas list up soon (;
---
Currently addicted to: Owl City - Rainbow Veins
High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone
Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align
We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday, away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone
---
I want to run away, will you come with me?
Saturday, December 6, 2008
The beginning.
Welcome :D
So I started this blog because Jack inspired me to start blogging again ^^
Back in the day, I was into the whole xanga hype but that kind of died so here I am; the rebirth of my day by day documentations.
Hm, well today was pretty uneventful.
I've been busting my ass all of November--consecutive weeks at a time. And I finally get this weekend to myself. November was death.
Went to school 5 days a week and my weekends would be occupied and planned before I'd even realize it.
But thank goodness it's finally December.
Meaning Christmas is near and soon after, it's New Years which means I'm that much closer to freedom.
I forgot what it felt like staying home all day. And quite frankly, I miss it D:
Makes me wonder, when did life begin to get so busy?
I'm tired.
And hungry.
And I want out.
Now.
So I started this blog because Jack inspired me to start blogging again ^^
Back in the day, I was into the whole xanga hype but that kind of died so here I am; the rebirth of my day by day documentations.
Hm, well today was pretty uneventful.
I've been busting my ass all of November--consecutive weeks at a time. And I finally get this weekend to myself. November was death.
Went to school 5 days a week and my weekends would be occupied and planned before I'd even realize it.
But thank goodness it's finally December.
Meaning Christmas is near and soon after, it's New Years which means I'm that much closer to freedom.
I forgot what it felt like staying home all day. And quite frankly, I miss it D:
Makes me wonder, when did life begin to get so busy?
I'm tired.
And hungry.
And I want out.
Now.
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